Hi and thank you for visiting my blog. I will be posting on here about my life, my business and most likely everything in between.
I know a lot of the gurus out there say to pick one topic and expand on that but lets get real, everything in your life is intertwined no matter what anyone says. What you do in your business affects everything else in your life so why not talk about that too, right?
So please visit often because you never know what I might be talking about lol.
I was watching Better Things earlier today and the mom took her kids to see her Uncle in Canada and while there found out she had an Aunt that her mother never told her about.
They never said the reason but I’m guessing it’s because the aunt was mentally unstable.
Her uncle told her that she was sent to live somewhere else because the family couldn’t handle her anymore. He gave her some pictures and the name and number of the place where she was.
The woman called and found out that she died in 1983 and no one knew because they had forgotten about her.
That is devastating to say the least but the worst part is that the lady she talked to offered to send her records to her because they were going digital and were going to destroy them.
Now I feel she should have taken her up on that because that is information you need to know about your family history and also while there her youngest daughter was seeing a woman that no one else was seeing and her great aunt had some mental problems that may have been passed down.
I say this because if you have read any of my posts you know that my son is schizophrenic. Luckily I found out before I had kids that mental instability ran in my family.
My grandfather committed suicide and my aunt has mental problems too. I’m just not sure what exactly is wrong with her.
Just please try to find out everything about your family so you will know when your children start acting strange so they can be properly diagnosed.
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Well I got started late today because I was so darn excited about getting my original YouTube channel back from 8 years ago that I sat up half the night getting it ready. Boy those videos of my kids when they were younger and life hadn’t kicked them in the butt were the best! I really miss those days.
So in celebration of getting access to it back today’s post is just going to be the link to that channel for y’all to enjoy my kids from their glory days. The videos are from 2009 and maybe 2008 or 2010, I’m not sure about the ones where I didn’t say the date so don’t quote me on that.
Well that’s what everyone says anyway but does anyone even follow that really? I mean I know that we definitely should because of our son and if you’ve read any of my blog posts you know that our son is schizophrenic. If not here is one of the posts about that.
So anyway yesterday me and my husband got into an argument over our usual stupidness with me yelling at him and getting all angry and in turn yelling at the kids. Now I know that I shouldn’t have taken it out on them but sometimes that happens.
As usual our son couldn’t handle it and the voices got worse to the point that he had a panic attack. His said his eyes were rolling into the back of his head, he couldn’t breathe and he wasn’t able to sit still. I called his therapist but he was so agitated that he wouldn’t talk to her.
He was just screaming for me to hang up. He never did talk to her but after a while of the house being quiet he finally went to sleep and stayed asleep. Luckily his therapist is coming by today for a session with him and his sister and all will be well.
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Okay first of all why does the universe constantly feel the need to test me all the time? I feel like I’ve had enough tests for one lifetime. I mean I know it’s trying to teach me a lesson but I feel that even though I haven’t remedied the situation I have learned. It’s just really hard when you have no one to help you. Both of my parents are dead and all of my grandparents are dead, me and my brother don’t even spend holidays together. He could be dead for all I know.
I just feel like there’s no way out for me. There is seriously no one to help me and besides that both of my kids have mental disabilities. My son is schizophrenic which makes him unpredictable in what he’s thinking or wanting to do and I don’t want to put that burden on someone else.
Okay now that that’s out of the way on to the cable line. This is really no big deal because the cable company came out and repaired it and we didn’t get charged because we have a maintenance agreement with them. The thing is that the guys that cut it claimed it was already like that. Seriously? My son was watching TV just fine beforehand. They lied. Now I know you’re wondering but how did it happen?
Well they are friends of my husband’s and they were being nice, I guess, but since they lied about cutting the cable line I have no idea what’s going on. They were here to cut down the bushes because my husband wasn’t doing it and that’s how the cable line got cut. I have no idea why they lied about cutting the cable line though. But at least now I know not to let them anywhere near my yard again, right?
I just hope the universe quits testing me soon because I feel like I’m losing my mind.
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It is 11/4/2017 12:26 AM and I have been sitting here for a few hours trying to figure out why I feel like I’ve forgotten to do something.
It’s terrible, I sat up all night last night and watched The Tim Tracker Youtube channel (Oh and BTW I highly recommend watching them) and then I went to bed at like 9:30 AM and slept until like 1:30 PM. Got up, watched some TV until my husband decided he wanted to go to bed and then continued watching The Tim Tracker, but the whole time I felt like I was missing something.
Of course now that I’ve written this that feeling is gone. Apparently I just needed to get my feelings written down on my blog. I absolutely love this blog although I still want to do videos for my YouTube channel because I feel like it would be fun to do if I can figure out the whole editing thing.
Well anyway that’s it for today so I guess I’ll see you tomorrow!
Do I really need a separate Facebook page for my fitness business? It’s not direct selling. I’m not taking orders and mailing stuff. It’s all strictly done from a website so why do I really need a separate page for that?
Let me know in the comments.
I just feel like it’s a bit redundant to have two separate pages when it’s all done online.
Also right now I’m not even doing the fitness business but I’m still posting on the page but I’m posting the same stuff on both pages.
I think I will shut down the fitness page and just start doing everything on the one page because there is no way that I will ever be doing direct selling. There’s just too much that can go wrong with a business like that.
Just let me know in the comments if you think I should just integrate the 2 pages.
Well I was going to start vlogging but it turns out that it’s much harder than I thought.
Did you know how complicated it was? Let me know in the comments.
I now realize that actually recording and editing takes a lot of practice but the weird thing is that it seems like people who have never shown any interest in it are vlogging, or am I wrong about that? Again let me know in the comments.
I tried this morning with my smartphone but the camera angle keeps changing on me and I tried with my old camera that has video capabilities but I got it wet once in the rain and the sound isn’t good on it anymore so both of those are out of the question.
I feel like that I will be able to get my words out better with videos though because I can just whip out my camera and record instead of trying to type and I am not good at typing at all.
If anyone can help me with what type of camera and editing software to use that are both good and easy to use please let me know because I am extremely interested in this.
I will make videos and upload them to My YouTube Channel and I will also post them here on my blog because I absolutely love this blog.