I Hate My Life

As you can tell by the title I’m going through some things.

First off I hate being married. Now I’m not sure if it’s being in a relationship in general or who I’m married to but I hate it.

He lies to me all the time and treats me like crap.

When he started treating me like that I just kept being nice to him because I heard that if you did that they would start being nice to you. Well that is absolutely not what happened. He just kept being mean and I got fed up with it and started treating him the way he was treating me.

Needless to say he DID NOT like that and got mad and wanted to know why I was treating him like that and I told him. He still hasn’t changed and to make matters worse I can’t afford to get a divorce.

I’m at my wits end. He has made it virtually impossible for me to do anything so I’m stuck in a marriage with someone I wish was dead.

I feel bad for feeling that way though because we have 2 beautiful children that love him so much.

Well I can only hope that things get better and I can get my much needed divorce.

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