Well once again I didn’t do all the posts but this time it was because some of the topics I either didn’t know what to write or I had no interest in it.
Then like about 2 weeks before the end I realized that I could just write like I was doing a daily vlog, you know a look at my life but of course it got depressing but that’s fine because I know my life and I will keep writing about it.
So what I learned from this challenge is that I don’t have to talk only about my business or even wait for something interesting to happen to me, I can just talk about my thoughts and my daily life because people will read it.
I waited until it got dark outside to write this so no picture because it’s freaking cold and dark outside because we have no outside light and no money to get it fixed.
On the bright side though I’ve been entering for the HGTV dream home and I have a good feeling about it this year. I’m gonna win and it’s going to be freaking awesome!
But I’ve got to get my butt in gear with my advertising. I haven’t done any in a long time. I’m just not motivated I guess because I never have any alone time and I really need that to recharge my batteries, or I’m depressed, not sure which one it is but I feel like it doesn’t matter because I have to keep my eye on the prize if I want my independence.
I seriously want my own car so I’m not stuck here at home waiting for my soon to be ex to come home so I can have my independence.
I’ll get there soon I hope.
I’m gonna take a picture anyway the stars are probably beautiful tonight.
I was watching Better Things earlier today and the mom took her kids to see her Uncle in Canada and while there found out she had an Aunt that her mother never told her about.
They never said the reason but I’m guessing it’s because the aunt was mentally unstable.
Her uncle told her that she was sent to live somewhere else because the family couldn’t handle her anymore. He gave her some pictures and the name and number of the place where she was.
The woman called and found out that she died in 1983 and no one knew because they had forgotten about her.
That is devastating to say the least but the worst part is that the lady she talked to offered to send her records to her because they were going digital and were going to destroy them.
Now I feel she should have taken her up on that because that is information you need to know about your family history and also while there her youngest daughter was seeing a woman that no one else was seeing and her great aunt had some mental problems that may have been passed down.
I say this because if you have read any of my posts you know that my son is schizophrenic. Luckily I found out before I had kids that mental instability ran in my family.
My grandfather committed suicide and my aunt has mental problems too. I’m just not sure what exactly is wrong with her.
Just please try to find out everything about your family so you will know when your children start acting strange so they can be properly diagnosed.
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